Existence Can Be Either Beautiful or It Can Be Ugly - It’s on You to Decide

I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but let me speak it loud and clear
This life is yours. And you only get one.

Some people will make it beautiful.
Others will let it rot into something unrecognizable.
But the difference? It’s not luck. It’s not fate.
It’s choice.

And if you want beauty, You’ve got to dream big, my friend.

 

I’ve Seen Both Sides of Existence

Some days, I wake up full of energy, fire in my chest, mind flooded with vision.
And other days? I wake up questioning if any of this even matters.

I’ve been the guy filled with ambition, who stayed up late learning skills when others were asleep. I’ve also been the guy lying in bed in the middle of the day, too mentally drained to move.

I’ve had weeks where I was unstoppable.
And I’ve had weeks where I didn’t even recognize myself.

That’s the thing about existence.
It’s fragile. Fluid. Unpredictable.
And sometimes? It’s downright painful.

But I had to learn, the hard way that pain doesn’t mean you’re lost.
It just means you’re alive.

 

The Turning Point: It’s On Me

I used to blame the world.
The system. My background. The economy.
Even God.

It’s easy to point the finger and say,

“Life is ugly. Unfair. Cold.”

But after enough nights wrestling with my thoughts, After enough breakdowns that felt like the end…

I came to this quiet, brutal realization:

If I keep waiting for life to be beautiful, I might be waiting forever.But if I decide to make it beautiful, even the broken days start to make sense. 

That’s when everything changed.

Not instantly. Not magically.
But steadily, as I started choosing to see possibility instead of pain.

 

Dreaming Big Isn’t Just About Money

Let's be real guys:
When I say “dream big,” I don’t mean become a millionaire overnight or drive a Lamborghini through Dar es Salaam or Dubai LOL.

Dreaming big means giving your life meaning.
It means asking the uncomfortable questions:

• Who do I want to become before I die?
• What kind of legacy do I want to leave behind?
• What do I want to feel proud of 10 years from now? 

To me, dreaming big is about building a life that feels like yours.
Not one that was handed to you. Not one you're sleepwalking through.
But one you consciously chose.

Because guess what?

Most people are just surviving, Existing and Not living. 
They wake up, scroll for hours, work jobs they hate, numb their dreams with distraction  and deep down, they know they were made for more. They’ve just accepted the ugliness as permanent.

But you, if you’re still reading this something in you refuses to settle.

 

You Only Get One Shot in This Thing Called Life Make it Worth it.

It took me a while to really feel the truth of this.

I heard the quote:

“You only live once in this life, Make it worth it.”

But it never hit until I realized:

I will never be 21 again.
I will never relive this exact day.
This version of me, the one still learning, still dreaming, won’t be here forever.

 

Time moves with or without us, And every day we delay our dreams, we trade a piece of our soul for comfort.

That’s why I say:

If you want life to be beautiful, you better start dreaming big, bro. Dream so loud it drowns out the doubt.

 Because you won’t get a second life to make this one count.

 

The Pain of Failing vs. The Pain of Regret

Let me tell you something personal. There were times I launched something online, and it flopped.

Zero clicks. Zero sales.
It hurt. It was embarrassing.
I questioned myself.

But you know what hurt more?

The ideas I didn’t launch. The videos I recorded but never posted. The product I built and kept “perfecting” until it was too late. The dreams I buried because I was scared.

That pain?
That quiet regret that whispers:

“You could’ve done it. But you let fear win.”

 

It’s the worst kind of pain.

Failing is loud and short.
Regret is quiet and lasts for years.

So now, I’d rather try and fail 100 times than grow old wondering what if.

 

You Don't Need Permission

Nobody’s going to knock on your door and hand you your dream life. You’re not going to wake up one day magically motivated. You have to choose this life Over and over again.

Even when you're tired.
Even when it doesn’t make sense.
Even when no one claps for you.

You have to be your own fire.
Your own permission.
Your own reminder that you were born for more.

That’s what I’m learning.
That’s what I’m living.

 

Make This Life Yours

Existence is what you’re given.
But life, I mean real life is what you create.

You get to decide if it’s filled with purpose or distraction.
With intention or regret.
With dreams pursued or dreams abandoned.

And I know it's hard.
I know life gets ugly.
But even in the chaos, you still hold the power to say:

“This isn’t how my story ends.” I want to Inspire the world.

Every moment you show up, even when it’s hard  you reclaim that power.

 

What’s Next for Me (and Maybe You Too)

I’m building, Not just income streams, Not just a brand.
I’m building me, The version of me that I’ll be proud of 10 years from now.

And I know I’ll fall again. I know I’ll face doubt again.

But I’m not backing down.
Because I’ve seen what regret feels like.
And I never want to taste it again.

If you’ve been waiting for a sign to go all in on yourself
This is it.

Create. Launch. Speak. Heal. Build. Move. Try. Fail. Repeat.
But don’t stay stuck.

Because existence can be beautiful…
Or it can be ugly.
And it’s on you to decide.

 

Final Words From me Personally.

To the dreamers, to the builders, to the ones who feel behind, I see you.

You’re not crazy for wanting more.
You’re not wrong for believing there’s something greater waiting for you.

But it’s not going to arrive without resistance.
You’ve got to fight for it.
You’ve got to plant seeds today that your future self will thank you for.

And you’ve got to stop treating this one life like a draft you can edit later.

 

This is it.

So dream big, Move boldly and build something beautiful.

Even if no one claps right now.
Even if it’s slow.
Even if it’s messy.

Do it anyway.

Because the pain of failing is sharp but short. But the pain of regret?
That one lingers.

And you deserve more than that.

 

Written from the Bottom of my heart Today July 16 2025.

By Mohamed Sinani